some decisions are hard to make, especially those that are so close to your heart.
I ask God for an answer,
as what I thought.

God says,
You cannot be doubt-minded when you already make that decision.
because decision needs determination.
therefore decision equals to determination.

A leader makes decision not according to his desire but His desire.
Leader makes the right decision with strong determination.

"God, I will have this determination to make every decision by your desire. I promise you."